Profiel crowdraven: look into the dark to find the light

Algemene Informatie Vertel ons over jezelf

Ik spreek: Engels, Spaans
Ik beschrijf mezelf als: I've always found it hard to truly describe myself, although I know myself quite well sometimes I remain a mystery even to myself. I've always been used to spending time by myself, so I guess that makes me a loner, I dont really mind loneliness because I'm so used to it, but at times I simply cannot bare it. I'm never really comfortable out in public around people I dont know, and I am always afraid to get close to people because I simply dont trust anyone. I am a very private person, I tend to always keep things to myself. I am reluctant and reclusive even to those closest to me. I am a misserable bastart most of the time which is something people dont understant about me, but its not that I want to be, its just what I'm used to, and I tend to cling to things that I am most used to because they are things that have become a part of me, like an organ or a limb, I simply cannot live without them. I have my bad moods and good moods just like everyone else, but my bad moods are so much worst because of my anger problem. Most of the time I am calm and collected, cold as well as intelectual and calculating, I am a slow thinker and I always think deeply about everything. I do like to laugh though, and I am quite the commedian and even act flamboyant but mostly only around my cousin and my sister because I am comfortable enough around them that it allows me to be that way. I'd like to think that I have a strong sense of right and wrong, and I've always been like that ever since I was a child which has made me headstrong and difficult, especially when I contradict people about things I beleive are true about how they can truly behave which is something no one likes to hear especially when its something bad. I am dirrect and to the point but alot of times I have difficulties explaining what it is I feel. I can also describe myself as a dark person. I tend to cling to darkness alot, only because it makes me feel comfortable, I have always found rest and solace within it. I am still young and finding out new things about myself. I am nowhere near perfect but I know that with time I will become a better person, a better man. Wisdom is something that always guides me, I am a seeker of knowladge and I am learning much by experience everyday.
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Uiterlijk & Situatie Wat is jouw huidige situatie? Beschijf jouw uiterlijk.

Mijn Lichaamstype Is Dun
Mijn Lengte Is 5' 10 (1.78 m)
Mijn Ogen Zijn Bruin
Mijn Ethniciteit Is Latijns
Mijn Burgerlijke Staat Is Single
Ik Heb Kinderen Nee
Ik Wil Kinderen Ja
Mijn Beste Eigenschap Is Glimlach
Body Art Piercings, maar alleen in mijn oren
Mijn Haar Is Zwart
Ik heb één of meer van deze Kat, Geen huisdieren
Ben je bereid te verhuizen? Ja

Status Wat doe je?

Mijn Opleidingsniveau Is Havo
Mijn Huidige Werkstatus Is Voltijd
Ik Woon Met Huisgeno(o)ten
Ik Ben Een Roker Ja - Als ik uitga
Ik Drink Ja - Vaak

Persoonlijkheid Wat voor een persoon ben je? Wat is jouw smaak?

Op de middelbare school was ik Stil
In sociale situaties ben ik Verlegen, Opmerkzaam, Anti-sociaal, Grappig, Flirterig, Donker, Raar
Mijn Interesses En Hobbies Zijn Knutselen, Nieuwe Dingen Leren, Muziek, Films, Internet, Spellen, Gezin, Eten, Koken, Auto's, Computers
Mijn idee van een leuke tijd is Thuis blijven, Films, Relaxen, Nachtclubs / Bars, Drinken, Videospellen spelen, Naar een concert gaan
Een perfecte eerste date is Go to dinner, prefferably Chineese buffet, then a movie, take a walk in a cementary while conversating, find some attraction, and at the end of the night if we can still stand each other plan for a second date. Afterwards make sure to get ya home safe, and end it with a good nights kiss, depending on how we feel. :)
Wat ik altijd al eens heb willen proberen: I'm open minded to anything really.
Mijn vrienden beschrijven me als Vriendelijk, Iemand die ze willen zijn, Cool, Obscuur

Meningen Meningen Over Het Leven

Mijn Geloof Is Iets Anders
Mijn Doel In Het Leven Is To find some sort of happines and solace, to find a place were I truly belong, and find someone that will love me for everything that I am. To find out what I was meant for, my purpose. Have at least one child within the next decade, I beleive a man's greatest test in life is to be a good father.
Mijn Gevoel Voor Humor Is Slim, Droge Humor / Sarcastisch, Vriendelijk, Gek, Obscuur, Sadistischh

Smaak Waar hou je van?

Op tv kijk ik: Tekenfilms, Films, Reality, Herhalingen
In de bioscoop kijk ik: Actie, Science Fiction, Komedie, Romantiek, Drama, Horror, Thriller
Als ik naar muziek luister, luister ik altijd naar Rock, Metal, Industrial
Ik lees graag Biografie, Comedy

Zoekt Wat wil je in een zielsverwant?

Wat vind je aantrekkelijk? Intelligentie, Goed Uiterlijk, Humor, Empathie, Moed, Spontaniteit, Flirterig, Gevatheid, Bedachtzaamheid
Wat zoek je? I look for someone with alot of the same qualities as me, someone with similar likes and dislikes. Someone I can spend all my time and energy on and wont be bothered to spend most of their time with me, but most important, they must be loyal and trustworthy. Once I fall in love I am not afraid of it, I need someone who will allow themselves to fall completely in love, I need that someone to fight for it and never give up on it, and a little possessiveness dosent hurt either. I need passion and commtement, which does not necessarely mean marrige. I am very passionate myself, I am the type that would give up everything and die a thousand times for the one I love. Quoting Marilyn Manson, "I want to be eaten alive by somebody I was in love with." Meaning I want that person to take all of me, to take everything that I am and embrace it. Love is all or nothing, and thats the only way I want it.
Waar ben je naar op zoek? Vastigheid