Profile cy-fi_monster: I'll Damage You

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Would Describe Myself As How can I save you all when I can't even save myself...Oh, you want me in a number of different ways. To Feel me, **** me, Hurt me, Love me, Hate me, Save me, Kill me. One way or another I love you...

Let me take you down, deep into the dark. Becoming devoid of feeling in a sea of scars. Don't say I did not warn you as you burn alive.

I mean that loving you is strange and adored by me throughout while you love to hate me for what I represent, the unforgivable unforgettable Monster who walks between the rain drops...a horror to the modern world as I wander these alleyways and streets of delirium. And through this I am what you want and what you need...I am what you love and hold and hate, I am what you fear. The Heaven in your Hell, the rush you can't control, the one that makes you whole. Addicted to sensations, addicted to this rush. But if I could take away your pain, would you have any reason to stay. I was never the one you wanted, and I became the one you would betray...I will be your lover if you promise to abuse me...and I'll strip you of your wings.

I crave those special dirty things we should talk about and someday soon I'll be that someone...Waiting for the chance to beat you...Drooling on the set to feel you...Blessing you with every kiss...Stitching up your emptiness

It's never the patient one who needs me, I'm the spoiled one who wins...I'm the addict and you want to learn. Egomaniacal, I laugh as you screw yourselves into oblivion

And it becomes so shocking where's yours sense? Don't you know I love you as we hate you so? My bastard loves and sycophantic affairs...the sickness adored by us throughout, and nothing more than fiction.

This is just a play and I'm just a player, watching the drama unfold before my eyes...waiting in the wings. For all the world is a stage and you my loves are not but the nails in my crucifix. So let's fake an answer for the curios, let's fake it all for the fame...for the pain. Living fairy tales and lies in camera flashed reality. A complex joke to your world of shades of gray and acceptiable compromises.

I enjoy the belief that somewhere in this world there is a balance, evil set in place with the purpose to reap good through destruction. As a Monster we enjoy the knowledge that comes with being a servant of chaos, vengeful through and through out the ideal of motive. So place hands on the Bible, scared like a child you watch... Homicidal, I'll tare down your idols...smashed them on the pavement, the crowd watches on, stunned in amazement as everything you made comes crawling back to you and you have to face the Monsters on your own
Sign Scorpio

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

My Body Type Is Slim
My Height Is 5' 4 (1.63 m)
My Eyes Are Brown
My Ethnicity Is Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is Single
I Have Kids No
I Want Kids No
Body Art Belly Button Ring, Pierced... But Only Ear(s), Secret Piercings, Visible Tattoo
My Hair Is Other
I Have One Or More Of These Dog
Willing To Relocate No

Status What do you do?

My Education Level Is Some College
My Current Employment Status Is Self-employed
My Speciality Is Entertainment / Media
My Job Title Is President of Umbrella Productions LLC
I Make This Much In A Year $45,000USD To $59,999USD
I Live With Roomate(s)
At Home It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes
I'm A Smoker Yes - Socially
I Drink Yes - One Or Two

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Brain
My Social Behavior Is Boisterous, Loud, Observant, Anti-social, Party Starter, Fire Starter, Flirtatious, Outgoing, Dark, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are Music, Movies, Internet, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Dancing, Photography, Cooking
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Concert
An Ideal First Date Would Be Infected Mushroom - Cleveland
Who's game?
I've Always Wanted To Try Don't know, when ever I come up with something I want to do I do it. You only get to live once, and if it's going to kill you anyway you might as well have a blast!
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Troublemaker, Someone They Want To Be, Cool, Perfect, Raunchy, A Flirt

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Agnostic
I Attend Services Never
My Political Views Are I Don't Like Politics
My Goal In Life Is To succeed further with my company and to never have to actually grow up
My Kind Of Humor Is Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Obscure, Raunchy, Sadistic

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Cartoons, Situation Comedies, Movies, I Don't Like Tv, Re-runs
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Comedy, Horror, Thriller, I'm A Movie Actor
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To I'm A Recording Artist
My Idea Of Fun Is Concerts, Raves, Clubs, music festivals, shopping, designing clothing, changing my hair, hallucinogens...honestly I'm up for anything
I am The Monster You Adore, and you know what they say about us Monsters...we're easy to find if you just search. Under the bed is a good place to start

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Good Looks, Sensitivity, Boldness, Oddities, Spontaneity, Money, Power, Flirtatiousness, Wit
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Friend, Date