Profile demosetphobos: Faith or fear? You choose...

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Would Describe Myself As I am a 24 year old industrial goth with a kind, caring heart, and I am a practicing Messianic Jew. I don't want to sound like a typical "emo" goth, but I do have a broken heart, and I desperately need/want someone to help me heal. I play bass guitar, I write (novels, mostly horror), I'm a computer geek (and proud of it!), and I love Science Fiction, especially Dr. Who, Stargate (SG-1, Atlantis and Universe), Caprica, and other various shows that attract my attention from time to time. I also have an interest in making movies, and I am going to be attending paramedic school so I can move back home to Maryland, where my family is. I'm not exactly the most attractive guy in the world, but what I lack in physical attractivness I more than compensate for in personality and character. I have firm convictions and beliefs, and I will not allow myself to be swayed from them...I did once, and it damn near killed me. I do not judge people, and I do my best not to let silly, superficial things ruin good friendships and other relationships. Don't be afraid, just get to know me - you'll be suprised at what you find.
Sign Aries

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

Status What do you do?

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Outcast
My Social Behavior Is Friendly, Flirtatious, Outgoing, Dark, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are Reading, Tv, Movies, Internet, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Religion / Spirituality, Travel, Cooking, Computers
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Trying New Things, Relaxing, Sleeping, Clubbing / Bars, Reading A Book, Tv, Going To A Concert
An Ideal First Date Would Be For me, the ideal first date would start out with (cliche alert!!) dinner, then off to a good rave or rave club until the wee hours of the morning, followed by an hour or two at Denny's or IHOP, then, if I feel like it, down a few energy drinks and hit the beach....if not, then go home and watch a movie or something.
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Goofy, A Flirt

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Jewish
I Attend Services Once A Week
My Political Views Are Libertarian
My Goal In Life Is I want to be a paramedic, mainly so I can help people. I also want to be a published writer (I think I'm about to attain this one), and to play and/or referee soccer again. I would like to get an MCSE certification as well.
My Kind Of Humor Is Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Raunchy

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Cartoons, Situation Comedies, Movies
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Science Fiction, Comedy, Horror
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Rock, Metal, Electronic, Industrial
When I Read, I Always Read Comic, Computers, Fiction, Horror, Science, Science Fiction, Technical, I'm An Author
My Idea Of Fun Is Depends on my mood, really. Hanging out, partying, cuddling up and watching TV, playing paintball, surfing (when I'm at the beach), teasing stupid, arrogent, annoying preppies, harassing "Twilight" fans, writing, frakking around on a computer, cooking.

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Oddities, Flirtatiousness, Wit, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For? I want a girl who is going to love me and care about me; who will help me heal from my psychological wounds, and will be gentle with me. I want someone I can trust; someone to love that will also love me, someone to hold me and for me to hold. To sum it up, I'll use a Hebrew phrase: Ani L'Dodi V'Dodi Li (I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine).
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Date, Intimate, Committed