Profile eviltears: The Road Of Life Are Crossroads

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Can Speak English
I Would Describe Myself As People...places or things can all pocess a their own kind of darkness. I have a intence love for all things alternative, underground & freaky! Comix, SIN-ema, horror/banned movies, fetishes/fetish play, trippy music, rockin roll, heavy metal, goth(of course) I LOVE studing the pharanormal, the unexplained, cryptozoology, phobeias, religious consperacy, demonology, surrealism/expressionism, the occult/magik (white), natrual medicine, mental illness, physical illness, Rock/Metal lore/legends. As a child, my first love was art/creativity. I'd spend my days drawing whatever peaked my interest. Known where I grew up as the "shy geeky weirdo" never quite fitting in socialy, I would spend my days reading, inside differant fantasy worlds rather then hanging out at the mall or gossiping. When I wanted to go outside, I'd hike the beautiful woods & rivers surrounding my neighborhood. As I got older into my teenage years, I saw no benifit trying to "fall in line"so I became more independant as the years passed by.Prefering the company of nature & animals over people.Now much older I've learned to coexcist with people I may not understand or like.Life is too short I'd rather be a peaceful person then start choas because of indifferance. I'll defend myself & the people I love if needed but I rather just live my own life & let others live theirs. Physically, I'm curvey & tall (like an amazon woman)I have very long & naturally wavy hair. Mostly it stays dark brown/black but every onnce in a while I'll spice things up & dye it bright or dark(blood) red. I have a pale olive complexion, big brownish black eyes, and full lips.I dress down most of the time prefering comfort over popular fashion. Black wife beater tanks, faded black hoodies, old jeans & my fav black converse sneakers or boots. When feeling playful I'll put on some mascarea & a little black liner/shadow but mostly I just leave home in some cherry chapstick. I believe in natural beauty, less is defanatly more! A woman who doesn't need a ton of make up to look good & feel good about herself is my idea of a "realistic beauty"I've had eyeglasses since I was in 1st grade, got lasik corective surgry in 1999 then had to get them agian for reading for this year.They are small black metal frames. *ANYTHING ELSE YOU WOULD LIKE TO KNOW... ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ASK AWAY!!!*
Sign Sagittarius

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

My Body Type Is Curvy
My Height Is 5' 7 (1.7 m)
My Eyes Are Brown
My Ethnicity Is Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is Never Married
I Have Kids No
I Want Kids No
My Best Feature Is Lips
Body Art Scarred
My Hair Is Dark Brown
I Have One Or More Of These Cat
Willing To Relocate Yes

Status What do you do?

My Education Level Is Some College
My Current Employment Status Is Work At Home
My Speciality Is Art / Music / Literature
My Job Title Is professional vagabond
I Make This Much In A Year Less Than $14,999USD
I Live Alone
At Home Friends Come Over Occasionally
I'm A Smoker Yes - Socially
I Drink Yes - One Or Two

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Nerd
My Social Behavior Is Reserved, Shy, Boisterous, Loud, Observant, Anti-social, Friendly, Comedic, Fire Starter, Flirtatious, Outgoing, Dark, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are Arts & Crafts, Reading, Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Games, Dancing, Dining, Photography, Travel, Camping, Playing Cards, Volunteering, Computers
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Going Shopping, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Sleeping, Drinking, Reading A Book, Playing Dress-up, Tv, Going To A Concert
An Ideal First Date Would Be I would love to go somewhere low maintance like a quiet sit down restrant. It doesn't have to be expensive or fancy.Some place where we can both hear eachother think! I like all differant types of food Italian, Indian, Irish, Asian, American even vegan on rare times. Pretty much anywhere but a bar or club! Afterwards maybe grab some coco/coffee/tea
Talking along the way, getting to know eachother more. *The third dates could be more about cutting lose, letting out your inhabitions, rocking out/being freaky, concert mosh pit, parties, or if prefered something mellow like a art show, rennienace faire, or pick nick*
I've Always Wanted To Try L.A.R.P, {Alternative}Photography, Acting{Especailly in B movies, Sci-Fi, Fantasy, or Horror Movies}, Fetish Modeling, Getting pierced in unuseal places, Getting some beautiful tattoos done on my arms/back/maybe my chest area {black and whites w/red & favorite quotes}
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Troublemaker, Raunchy, Obscure, Goofy, A Flirt

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Spiritual But Not Religious
I Attend Services Never
My Political Views Are I Don't Like Politics
My Goal In Life Is To be myself, never to compromise my beliefs, to understand the beliefs in others, to someday become finanicaly secure;to get my small businesss of the ground, to keep the hope alive no matter how small, help mend broken hearts{including my own}To be the kind of person people didn't know exsited. Give kindness to random strangers, maybe revive that old dream of becoming a successful artist.
My Kind Of Humor Is Campy, Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Slapstick, Raunchy, Sadistic

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch News, Cartoons, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Movies, Reality Shows, Re-runs
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Family, Animation, Horror, Thriller, Adult
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Rock, Metal, Electronic, Industrial, New age, Ambient, Punk
When I Read, I Always Read Ancient, Auto-biography, Biography, Comic, Fantasy, Horror, Humor, Music, Mystery, Philosophy, Poetry, Science
My Idea Of Fun Is Being by myself doing my own thing, kicking back
watching my favorite TV shows, watching my horror or my weird freaky shit When I do get lonely hanging out with my small but tight group of friends, laughing/fooling around, smoking weed, internet, getting out of the house when needed; walking around town, hunting for treasures at the thrift stores & tag sale, getting back to nature hanging out at parks, the woods or the beach(especially at sunset)

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Humor, Empathy, Sensitivity, Oddities, Wit, Thoughtfullness, Passiveness
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate