Profile larrissa_lush: I can only be my self. Nothing more.

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Would Describe Myself As There are always a few times in your life were you realize that you are a complete and total screw up. You think back on all the fake smiles and fake laughs that you put on. Remembering how insignificant those people are that were a big part of your life at one point. Sometimes you forget the reason why you are here, you forget your purpose. At this very point in time i am at that stage. It sounds like self pity, but its far from that. I don't feel sorry for myself. I am just like every one else. I can't figure out what i am doing and what i supposed to do. It gets hard to feel or show emotion. I am completely numb. This isn't necessarily a bad thing, not being able to feel. At least i know it's not pain, at least i know i am not suffering. Just look at me the next time you see me. you will see me smile but there's nothing else behind it. Just blank, unfulfilling dullness.
So i am lost...
Sign Libra

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

Status What do you do?

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Bully
My Social Behavior Is Loud, Friendly, Comedic, Fire Starter, Flirtatious, Outgoing, Dark
My Interest And Hobbies Are Arts & Crafts, Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Games, Dancing, Family, Photography, Theater, Computers
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Trying New Things, Relaxing, Sleeping, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Concert
An Ideal First Date Would Be My idea of a great first date would b e to go see a great movie, maybe horror or a great comedy. Also maybe go to a hip resturant and gobowl a few rounds.
I've Always Wanted To Try I always wanted to learn how to play guitar.
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Troublemaker, Someone They Want To Be, Cool, Perfect, Raunchy, Obscure, Goofy

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Not Religious
My Political Views Are Not Sure
My Goal In Life Is My only goals in life are just to be successful at whatever i do.
My Kind Of Humor Is Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Raunchy

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Cartoons, Movies, Reality Shows, Re-runs
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Comedy, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Rock, Metal, New age, Reggae, Punk
When I Read, I Always Read Fantasy, Fiction, History
My Idea Of Fun Is I love to go out to hardcore shows. Watch my favorite bands play. I love shopping. I like designing web pages and photography. I like to chill and hang out with friends.

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Boldness, Oddities, Power, Flirtatiousness, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For? I just want a kool person to talk to and have fun with.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Internet Buddy, Friend