Profil narcoticelegance: A Little Girl Looking For Darkness

Informations de base Parlez-nous un peu de vous.

Je sais parler Anglais
Je me décrirais comme My name is Laura. I'm a very shy yet very curious girl. My friends tend to tease me about how I'm 18 yet still tend to, on occasion, act like a child. Little do they know, this act is done on purpose...it's a little game I like to play (mostly with guys. It gets me into trouble sometimes but meh). More on that later.
My best friend is a teddy bear.
I have a very twisted mind, despite the 'innocence' that radiates off of me (...Sadly true. Don't get me wrong, I can kick and boss you around just as well as the next girl). Because of this twisted mind, I have fantasies that I could never share with anyone...yet. So to control these fantasies, I write about them and put them in the form of stories. I write a lot. A lot. Sad really how much I write.
Music is also a big part of my life. Right now I'm a busy intern/student at a music sudtio, learning the fine art of engineering! *dramatic music*. I'm also studying to attending a music academy in Europe to take a music technology program. Fun fun.
As for bands that I like...psht...we'd be here all night if I listed off all of the bands I like. The main one right now seems to be Blutengel (I have this thing for Chris Pohl...Sexy). I'm also a HIM devotee...Old stuff though. The new stuff makes me very sad for some reason. Music you will usually catch me listening to would be either metal (...yes, yes I am metal head. Without the headbanging.) or industrial/darkwave. I will listen to pretty much anything though.
What else to say...Oh I have 4 tattoos; a heart, a star, a fairly big heartagram, and a portrait of my teddy bear and baby blanket. Yeah, I realize that's a bit babyish but my Teddy really does mean a lot to me. I also have 5 piercings; ears twice and nose that always has a heart screw in it. See the heart theme? Yeah.
I've had a fairly weird and rough little life but I'm grateful for it. Sometimes. Lots of scars but lots of interesting stories. Like the story about holding a handful of my own blood...that was interesting. Or the two times I almost drowned. Good times. I blame my life for the reason why I have this tendency to be attracted to the erm...'fatherly' Goth guys. You know the type. I also blame my height. Stupid height. I wish I would start growing again. Ah well.
I have this thing with pain and blood that scares some people (no, I don't cut...) but I really don't care. Again, I blame my past for this pain fascination. As long as it's not emotional pain and you don't make me cry...I'm good.
All in all, I'm a very interesting person once you get me to talk. I tend to be very quiet and hide in the shadows. Warning though, I do like to play games. They're fairly innocent though. Fairly.
I'm a lone traveller too. Meaning, I'll take off to random countries alone without hesitation. Finland was the last place I ended up in. Good times. Very musical. Anywho! Find me on:
My.space: glitterbitesback
vampire.freaks: narcotic_elegance
Signe Poissons

Apparence & situation Comment êtes-vous? Décrivez votre apparence.

Ma silhouette est Normale
Ma taille est 5' 0 (1.52 m)
Mes yeux sont Bleus
Mon origine ethnique est Caucasienne
Ma situation maritale est Célibataire
J'ai des enfants Non
Je veux des enfants Pas sûr/e
Ce que j'ai de mieux Mains
Art Corporel Autre, Tatouages visibles
Mes cheveux sont Noirs
J'en ai 1 ou plus Chat
Prêt(e) à vivre ailleurs Oui

Statut Que faites-vous dans la vie?

Mon niveau d'éducation est Diplôme d'études secondaires
Ma situation professionnelle actuelle est Etudiant/e
Mon domaine de compétence est Etudiant/e
Mon titre de fonction est ...er...struggling writer.
J'ai gagné cette année Moins de 14,999 €
Je vis Avec mes parents, Avec des animaux
Chez moi C'est plutôt calme
Je fume Non
Je bois de l'alcool Oui - socialement

Personnalité Comment vous comportez-vous? Quels sont vos goûts?

Au lycée, j'étais un/e Mal-aimé/e
Socialement, je suis plutôt Réservé, Timide, Observateur, Sympa, Comique, Séducteur, Sombre, Bizarre
Mes passions et loisirs sont Musique, Internet, Photographie, Théâtre, Cuisine
Un bon moment pour moi c'est Rester à la maison, Me relaxer, Dormir, Lire, Se déguiser, Aller à un concert, Aller au musée
Un premier rendez-vous idéal, ce serait Well if you can get me out of my bedroom, I guess it would be just a walk around a park at night or something. Nothing too big.
J'ai toujours voulu essayer Singing on a stage. Alone.
...and acting out a few of my fantasies.
Mes amis me décrivent comme Sympa, La personne qu'ils aimeraient être, Obscur/e, Neuneu

Points de vue sur la vie Vos valeurs et points de vues.

Ma religion c'est Croyances spirituelles mais pas religieuses
Je vais à la messe Jamais
Mon but dans la vie c'est To get into music. Production would be nice.
Mon sens de l'humour est plutôt Intelligent, Sympa, Neuneu, Obscur/e, Sadique

Goûts Qu'est-ce que vous aimez?

A la télévision, je regarde Dessins animés, Drames, Rediffusions
Quand je vais au cinéma, je regarde toujours Comédies, Drames, Animation, Horreur
Quand j'écoute de la musique, ce que je préfère c'est Rock, Metal, Electro, Pop, Indus, Musique ambientale, Dance
Quand je lis, ce que je préfère c'est Fantaisie, Fictions, Horreur, Humour, Musique, Satires, Je suis auteur
Mon idée du fun A good snuggle, talking about nothing, laughing about nothing, being alone, photography, writing about odd things...

Recherchant un/e Que recherchez-vous chez l'âme sœur?

Que trouvez-vous attirant? Intelligence, Empathie, Sensibilité, Audace, Etrangeté, Spontanéité, Bon sens, Délicatesse
Que recherchez-vous? I look for people who know what they're doing, even though I don't. I need someone who can take charge of things, because God knows I can't. Yet, that person still has to be a very gentle person because I get hurt very easily.
Quel type de relation recherchez-vous? Pote virtuel, Vrai‧e ami‧e, Rendez-vous, Relation intime