Profile sadisticmel: Can You Handle The Sadistic One?

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Would Describe Myself As I am 22 years old.. I love the cold, I hate the light... I love rainy days. I go and walk in the rain so that no one can see me cry and I don't have to answer to a soul. I enjoy simply sitting in my house contemplating things like the meaning of my existance and why it has to be filled with pathetic people who dont even realize they even have a soul. I hate watching people tear themselves down.. though I do it too often myself. I am a sad stupid little girl who doesn't care much for the outside world. I stay hidden in my little hole and care little for those who never enter, for it is winter and I refuse to be colder on the outside than within. I write poetry and draw as well as paint and mangle photos on photo shop. I also want to be a mad scientist... I sit and go over many scientific formulas in my head.. I MUST find the formula for spontanious combustion! That it all... sad isn't it??? Thought so.
Sign Scorpio

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

Status What do you do?

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Quiet One
My Social Behavior Is Shy, Observant, Friendly, Flirtatious, Outgoing, Dark, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are Reading, Learning, Music, Movies, Internet, Dancing, Photography
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Sleeping, Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Reading A Book, Playing Dress-up, Tv, Going To A Museum
An Ideal First Date Would Be Ideal for a first date. Well I would want to go somewhere, i guess you can say dark..but not to the point it would make you nervous.Strange I know, but I wouldn't mind just going to a nice place to eat.Most of the time i will leave it up to the man you figure out where we go to eat or where we go to have our date.
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Troublemaker, Someone They Want To Be, Goofy, A Flirt

Views Views on life.

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Cartoons, Documentaries, Movies
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Science Fiction, Drama, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Rap, Rock, Metal, Electronic, Industrial, New age, Dance
When I Read, I Always Read Ancient, Anthology, Biography, Fantasy, Fiction, History, Horror, Instructional, Mystery, Poetry, Science
My Idea Of Fun Is Vampires, Werewolves, Darkness, other things that linger within the vampiric world.Music Friends CHOCOLATE Black roses Torturing insects Chris Angel, Clothes, Vampires Poetry, Art Random crap and Random people. I enjoy solitude so that I can relax and do as I wish. I am a mother, I have a 15 month old daughter that i do take care of due to the fact her mother isn't there for her all the time, although i would love to take this child away from her, but i can't prove nothing. though this does not stop me from believing who I am or looking how I do. I like the way I look because it is who I am, I simply show myself on the outside so that people who will hurt me are filtered out almost immediatley. I like scented bubble baths with only candles for light while eating chocolate and drinking Zymphadel.

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Humor, Great Skills, Empathy, Boldness, Power, Flirtatiousness
What Do You Look For? what do I look for..someone that can keep up with me, im also looking for someone that loves vampires just as much as i do.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed