Profile tiny_toxic_tears: a nightmare so sweet

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Would Describe Myself As A summary of me; I am Stephanie, im 18 and live in swansea. I am me and me alone. I have the same nature as all other humans, but unlike most I can see it, most people live in lies they built themselves. Do not say you are not shallow, you are. Do not say you are not greedy, you are. Do not say you do not lie, do not use people and do not care what others think, you do. The thing is we cannot see it ourselves because we don’t want to, we created a lie and we don’t realize we’re lying, it usually only others can see it. Me? I am shallow, vain, self obsessed, hypocritical, prejudice ect but I am truthful. Though I am all these things it doesn’t make me a bad person because deep down you know you are too. Besides that, if I talk to you, I am generally caring, generous, helpful, truthful and a good friend... I will not say “do not judge me” because it only takes a second to judge and I would be lying if I said I don’t judge. I will not say I do not care what others think because I do, I am self-conscious as everyone else and self-hating, though if I don’t know you what you say won’t bother me. I value friendship and those who try to establish friendship with me. I value intelligence above all things. My life is hollow empty and meaningless as is yours, but I realize it. I do not tell people what to believe, I tell people what I believe and it is their choice wether to listen or not. There is no such thing as equality and never can be, you yourself know that you are better then some people and some are better then you. If I seem stuck up its either just you, or I find you boring and annoying. I am not a Satanist, I do not believe in god or anything greater then ourselves. I believe we do not truly know anything and never can. There is no reason to life except our own beliefs and values. I do not fear death because death is not a conscious feeling. If you wish to get to know me then talk to me before you decide wether you like me.
Sign Gemini

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

My Body Type Is Curvy
My Height Is 5' 4 (1.63 m)
My Eyes Are Blue
My Ethnicity Is Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is Single
I Have Kids No
I Want Kids Yes
My Best Feature Is Eyes
Body Art Other
My Hair Is Black
I Have One Or More Of These No pets
Willing To Relocate No

Status What do you do?

My Education Level Is Some College
My Current Employment Status Is Part-time
My Speciality Is Art / Music / Literature
My Job Title Is checkout girl =P
I Live With Roomate(s)
At Home It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes
I'm A Smoker Yes - Trying To Quit
I Drink Yes - Socially

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Outcast
My Social Behavior Is Shy, Friendly
My Interest And Hobbies Are Arts & Crafts, Music, Movies, Internet, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Photography, Religion / Spirituality
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Going Shopping, Trying New Things, The Movies, Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Concert
An Ideal First Date Would Be go to the cinema and bowling then go somewhere to chill and chat =]
I've Always Wanted To Try scuba diving =]
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Troublemaker, Cool

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Spiritual But Not Religious
I Attend Services Never
My Political Views Are I Don't Like Politics
My Goal In Life Is live life to the full
My Kind Of Humor Is Dry / Sarcastic, Goofy, Obscure, Sadistic

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Documentaries, Movies, Reality Shows, Soaps
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Action, Comedy, Romance, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Rock, Metal
When I Read, I Always Read I Don't Like Reading
My Idea Of Fun Is going to gigs, chilling out with mates listening to music, going to castle with my mates and the office for a pint. Chilling out down the beach.

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Sensitivity, Flirtatiousness, Wit, Thoughtfullness
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Internet Buddy, Friend, Date