Perfil azuremyst: Somewhere lost amongst a galaxy of stars

Información Básica Dinos algo acerca de ti.

Puedo hablar Inglés
Me describiría a mi mismo como "Is it worth a try? Or will I drown, what better way to die-- in search of life."

"You float in a million lights, but the one you seek is not there. You fight in a million fights, but it's yourself you cannot bear..."-Mind.in.a.Box

I am vivid, silent endless, undone.
Creation timeless as fallen rain.
My love, pale dusk, which coats your earthbound heart.
As much as droplets hovering unnoticed along the drain.
My eyes burn dark, as much as yours
Sometimes I almost believe we're the same.
And gone are such trenches deep, diving lines.
Implacable liquid substances as that which we restrain.
Absolution, a promise I most stubbornly rebute.
Else cultivate in gutters, letting dreams grow as mold.
Taking pleasure in knowing if such can kill me, I must still be alive.
Otherwise dead to a sporeless world grown cold.
I am earthen alike, and yet as heavenly a teardrop,
Plummeting fast through darkest lands.
Longing to find salvation in silken, moonlit streams,
And not slip weightlessly, like water through your hands. ---Me

Okay, now onto the less poetic, more down to earth jargin.

This is not the first time I have submitted an online profile of myself, but it never seems to get any easier, and so I will try my best to be as honest as I can.

I am tall. 5'11" to be exact. I find this detail to be important because most men aren't used to this. I am also plus sized, which is of equal importance because when you put these two physical characteristics together you get a very shy and self-conscious individual who is more than a little afraid of this online setting, due to the fear of being rejected upon first "real" meeting.
However, Mind.In.A.Box once wrote that "It is the fear that takes you down..." and so I have learned to love myself, and believe that perhaps I shouldn't be so afraid anymore.

As you can tell, I like to write. I consider it therapy of sorts; a means by which I can take the darkness and make it something beautiful. While my life is peppered with gothic undertones and habits, I would not consider myself as solely that, nor anything which can so simply be described in mere sentences or even paragraphs. I am shy, but outgoing and boisterous once you get to know me. I love music, concert events, and a man who isn't afraid of the effects of a little eyeliner and lipstick. I do not so much want a "boyfriend, " as much as I want a companion who understands me and might also feel the same. Come what may, perhaps it's worth a try?
Signo Capricornio

Apariencia y Situación ¿Cual es tu situación actual? Describe tu apariencia.

Mi tipo de cuerpo es Grande y Hermoso/a
Mi altura es 5' 11 (1.8 m)
Mis ojos son Marrones
Mi raza es Caucásico
Mi situación marital es Soltero
Tengo hijos No
Quiero tener hijos Si
Mi Mejor característica es Sonrisa
Piercings, tatuajes… Piercing… pero sólo en las orejas
Mi pelo es Marrón Oscuro
Tengo uno o más de estos Gato
Me iría a vivir a otro lugar No

Estatus ¿Qué es lo que haces?

Mi nivel de estudios / educación es Diploma Unversidad
Mi situación laboral actual es Tiempo Parcial
Mi especialidad es Arte / Música / Literatura
Mi trabajo es como Telecommunications
Mi salario anual es de $15,000USD a $29,999USD
Vivo en Con compañero/s de piso
En casa Todo tranquilo
Soy Fumador No
Soy Bebedor Si - Uno o dos

Personalidad ¿Como actúas? ¿Cuales son tus gustos?

En el instituto, era Forajido
Socialmente, me describiría como Tímido/a, Amistoso, Oscuro, Extraña / Rarezas
Mis aficiones e intereses son Artes y Manualidades, Leer, Música, Clubes / Ir de bares, Bailar, Cenar, Teatro, Viajar, Jardineria, Jugar a las cartas
Mi idea de un rato estupendo es Quedarme en casa, Probar cosas nuevas, Relajarse, Leer un Libro, Jugar a vestirme elegante, Jugar Video Juegos, Ir a un Concierto, Ir a un Museo
Mi primera cita ideal sería Excellent conversation and the overall feeling of ease, for this is what makes the evening memorable, no matter the setting. But to be fair, I enjoy going for walks among natural settings, chatting over coffee, and going to concerts( especially if they are of the electronic persuasion. )
Siempre he querido probar I will not know the answer to this question until it presents itself.
Mis amigos me describen como Amistoso, Oscuro

Puntos de Vista Puntos De Vista Sobre la Vida

Mi religión es Espiritual pero no religioso
Voy a la iglesia Nunca
Mi meta en la vida I would like to somehow make a lasting impression on those around me. Life is short, and I not only long to be loved, but also to be understood, so that I may be remembered always.

My goal in life is to not only write and publish a book, but write and publish a GREAT book ( or two. )
Mi sentido del humor es Obsceno

Gustos ¿Qué te gusta?

En la TV, siempre veo Noticias, Películas, Deportes
Si voy al cine, siempre me gusta ver una Ciencia Ficción, Comedia , Animación
Cuando escucho música, lo que más me gusta es Electrónica, Industrial, Baile
Cuando leo libros, lo que más me gusta es Fantasía, Sátira, Ciencia Ficción
Mi idea de diversión es I'll tell you when I am experiencing it, as I am still figuring it all out...

Estoy buscando a ¿Qué es lo que buscas en tu alma gemela?

¿Qué te resulta atractivo? Inteligencia, Humor, Sensibilidad, Audacia, Rarezas, Detallista
¿Qué estás buscando? I search for someone who shimmers like threads of sunlight against the tepid ripples of a muddied pond. A dynamic individual who posses a quiet intelligence beyond his years and isn't afraid to let it show when in the company of someone he trusts. He must believe in the power of love, and remain faithful to it, beyond all else. For love in itself is a dying art which, like the finest of porcelains, must be preserved.
¿Qué tipo de relación estás buscando? Amigo/a , Cita, Íntimos, Comprometido