Profil azuremyst: Somewhere lost amongst a galaxy of stars

Grunnleggende informasjon Fortell oss litt om deg selv.

Jeg kan snakke Norsk
Jeg vil beskrive meg selv som "Is it worth a try? Or will I drown, what better way to die-- in search of life."

"You float in a million lights, but the one you seek is not there. You fight in a million fights, but it's yourself you cannot bear..."-Mind.in.a.Box

I am vivid, silent endless, undone.
Creation timeless as fallen rain.
My love, pale dusk, which coats your earthbound heart.
As much as droplets hovering unnoticed along the drain.
My eyes burn dark, as much as yours
Sometimes I almost believe we're the same.
And gone are such trenches deep, diving lines.
Implacable liquid substances as that which we restrain.
Absolution, a promise I most stubbornly rebute.
Else cultivate in gutters, letting dreams grow as mold.
Taking pleasure in knowing if such can kill me, I must still be alive.
Otherwise dead to a sporeless world grown cold.
I am earthen alike, and yet as heavenly a teardrop,
Plummeting fast through darkest lands.
Longing to find salvation in silken, moonlit streams,
And not slip weightlessly, like water through your hands. ---Me

Okay, now onto the less poetic, more down to earth jargin.

This is not the first time I have submitted an online profile of myself, but it never seems to get any easier, and so I will try my best to be as honest as I can.

I am tall. 5'11" to be exact. I find this detail to be important because most men aren't used to this. I am also plus sized, which is of equal importance because when you put these two physical characteristics together you get a very shy and self-conscious individual who is more than a little afraid of this online setting, due to the fear of being rejected upon first "real" meeting.
However, Mind.In.A.Box once wrote that "It is the fear that takes you down..." and so I have learned to love myself, and believe that perhaps I shouldn't be so afraid anymore.

As you can tell, I like to write. I consider it therapy of sorts; a means by which I can take the darkness and make it something beautiful. While my life is peppered with gothic undertones and habits, I would not consider myself as solely that, nor anything which can so simply be described in mere sentences or even paragraphs. I am shy, but outgoing and boisterous once you get to know me. I love music, concert events, and a man who isn't afraid of the effects of a little eyeliner and lipstick. I do not so much want a "boyfriend, " as much as I want a companion who understands me and might also feel the same. Come what may, perhaps it's worth a try?
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Utseende & Situasjon Hva er din nåværende situasjon? Beskriv ditt utseende.

My Kroppstype er Stor og flott
Min høyde er 5 '11 (1,8 m)
Øynene mine er Brun
Min etnisitet er kaukasisk
Min Sivilsituasjon er Enslig
Jeg har barn Nei
Jeg vil ha barn Ja
Min beste egenskap er Smil
Kropps kunst Piercing ... Men bare ørene
Mitt hår er Mørk brun
Jeg har en eller flere av disse Katt
Villing til å flytte Nei

Status Hva gjør du?

Min Utdanningsnivå Er College Grad
Min nåværende arbeidssituasjon er Deltid
Min spesialitet er Kunst / musikk / litteratur
Minn jobb tittel er Telecommunications
Jeg tjener så mye på et år $15,000USD Til $29,999USD
Jeg bor Med romkamerat (er)
Hjemme Alt er rolig
Jeg er en røyker Nei
Jeg drikker Ja - En eller to

Personlighet Hvordan opptrer du? Hva er din smak?

Når jeg gikk på skolen, var jeg utstøtt
Min sosiale atferd er Sjenert, Vennlig, Mørk, Merkelig
Mine interesser og hobbier er Kunst og Håndverk, Lese, Musikk, Klubb / Bar Hopping, Dansing, Restaurant, Teater, Reise, Hagearbeid, Kortspill
Min idé av å ha det gøy er Være hjemme, Prøve nye ting, Slappe av, Lese en bok, Kle seg ut, Spille videospill, Gå på konsert, Gå på museum
En ideel første date vil være Excellent conversation and the overall feeling of ease, for this is what makes the evening memorable, no matter the setting. But to be fair, I enjoy going for walks among natural settings, chatting over coffee, and going to concerts( especially if they are of the electronic persuasion. )
Jeg har alltid hatt lyst til å prøve I will not know the answer to this question until it presents itself.
Mine venner beskriver meg som Vennlig, obskur

Visninger Syn på livet.

Min religion er Åndelig men ikke religiøs
Jeg går på gudstjeneste Aldri
Mitt mål i livet er I would like to somehow make a lasting impression on those around me. Life is short, and I not only long to be loved, but also to be understood, so that I may be remembered always.

My goal in life is to not only write and publish a book, but write and publish a GREAT book ( or two. )
Min humoristiske sans er Frekk

Smak Hva liker du?

På TV ser jeg alltid på Nyheter, Filmer, Sport
Når jeg går på kino, går jeg alltid for å se en Science Fiction, Komedie, Andirektemeldingasjon
Når jeg hører på musikk, så hører jeg alltid på Electro, Industri, Dance
Når jeg leser, så leser jeg alltid Fantasi, Satire, Science Fiction
Min idé av å ha det gøy er I'll tell you when I am experiencing it, as I am still figuring it all out...

Leter etter Hva ser du etter i din sjelevenn?

Hva finner du attraktivt? Intelligens, Humor, Følsomhet, Dristighet, Rariteter, Omtanksfull
Hva ser du etter? I search for someone who shimmers like threads of sunlight against the tepid ripples of a muddied pond. A dynamic individual who posses a quiet intelligence beyond his years and isn't afraid to let it show when in the company of someone he trusts. He must believe in the power of love, and remain faithful to it, beyond all else. For love in itself is a dying art which, like the finest of porcelains, must be preserved.
Hva slag forhold søker du? Venn, Dato, Intim, Forpliktet