Profile narcoticelegance: A Little Girl Looking For Darkness

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Can Speak English
I Would Describe Myself As My name is Laura. I'm a very shy yet very curious girl. My friends tend to tease me about how I'm 18 yet still tend to, on occasion, act like a child. Little do they know, this act is done on purpose...it's a little game I like to play (mostly with guys. It gets me into trouble sometimes but meh). More on that later.
My best friend is a teddy bear.
I have a very twisted mind, despite the 'innocence' that radiates off of me (...Sadly true. Don't get me wrong, I can kick and boss you around just as well as the next girl). Because of this twisted mind, I have fantasies that I could never share with anyone...yet. So to control these fantasies, I write about them and put them in the form of stories. I write a lot. A lot. Sad really how much I write.
Music is also a big part of my life. Right now I'm a busy intern/student at a music sudtio, learning the fine art of engineering! *dramatic music*. I'm also studying to attending a music academy in Europe to take a music technology program. Fun fun.
As for bands that I like...psht...we'd be here all night if I listed off all of the bands I like. The main one right now seems to be Blutengel (I have this thing for Chris Pohl...Sexy). I'm also a HIM devotee...Old stuff though. The new stuff makes me very sad for some reason. Music you will usually catch me listening to would be either metal (...yes, yes I am metal head. Without the headbanging.) or industrial/darkwave. I will listen to pretty much anything though.
What else to say...Oh I have 4 tattoos; a heart, a star, a fairly big heartagram, and a portrait of my teddy bear and baby blanket. Yeah, I realize that's a bit babyish but my Teddy really does mean a lot to me. I also have 5 piercings; ears twice and nose that always has a heart screw in it. See the heart theme? Yeah.
I've had a fairly weird and rough little life but I'm grateful for it. Sometimes. Lots of scars but lots of interesting stories. Like the story about holding a handful of my own blood...that was interesting. Or the two times I almost drowned. Good times. I blame my life for the reason why I have this tendency to be attracted to the erm...'fatherly' Goth guys. You know the type. I also blame my height. Stupid height. I wish I would start growing again. Ah well.
I have this thing with pain and blood that scares some people (no, I don't cut...) but I really don't care. Again, I blame my past for this pain fascination. As long as it's not emotional pain and you don't make me cry...I'm good.
All in all, I'm a very interesting person once you get me to talk. I tend to be very quiet and hide in the shadows. Warning though, I do like to play games. They're fairly innocent though. Fairly.
I'm a lone traveller too. Meaning, I'll take off to random countries alone without hesitation. Finland was the last place I ended up in. Good times. Very musical. Anywho! Find me on:
My.space: glitterbitesback
vampire.freaks: narcotic_elegance
Sign Pisces

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

My Body Type Is Average
My Height Is 5' 0 (1.52 m)
My Eyes Are Blue
My Ethnicity Is Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is Single
I Have Kids No
I Want Kids Not Sure
My Best Feature Is Hands
Body Art Other, Visible Tattoo
My Hair Is Black
I Have One Or More Of These Cat
Willing To Relocate Yes

Status What do you do?

My Education Level Is High School Diploma
My Current Employment Status Is Student
My Speciality Is Student
My Job Title Is ...er...struggling writer.
I Make This Much In A Year Less Than $14,999USD
I Live With Parent(s), With Pet(s)
At Home All Is Calm
I'm A Smoker No
I Drink Yes - Socially

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Outcast
My Social Behavior Is Reserved, Shy, Observant, Friendly, Comedic, Flirtatious, Dark, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are Music, Internet, Photography, Theater, Cooking
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Staying At Home, Relaxing, Sleeping, Reading A Book, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum
An Ideal First Date Would Be Well if you can get me out of my bedroom, I guess it would be just a walk around a park at night or something. Nothing too big.
I've Always Wanted To Try Singing on a stage. Alone.
...and acting out a few of my fantasies.
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Someone They Want To Be, Obscure, Goofy

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Spiritual But Not Religious
I Attend Services Never
My Political Views Are I Don't Like Politics
My Goal In Life Is To get into music. Production would be nice.
My Kind Of Humor Is Clever, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Sadistic

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Cartoons, Dramas, Re-runs
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Comedy, Drama, Animation, Horror
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Rock, Metal, Electronic, Pop, Industrial, Ambient, Dance
When I Read, I Always Read Fantasy, Fiction, Horror, Humor, Music, Satire, I'm An Author
My Idea Of Fun Is A good snuggle, talking about nothing, laughing about nothing, being alone, photography, writing about odd things...

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Oddities, Spontaneity, Wit, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For? I look for people who know what they're doing, even though I don't. I need someone who can take charge of things, because God knows I can't. Yet, that person still has to be a very gentle person because I get hurt very easily.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate