Perfil badfish1983: Is love a lost cause?

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Me describiría a mi mismo como so here we go. not really goth since i was a teenager.. I love heavy metal mostly but i like reggae, blues, punk and techno, pretty much anything but country. Sublimes my fav band along with static X, White zombie, BLS, CCR marley and Type O Neg. I love anything that's black but don't dress all black. I love skulls, knives, guitars, things like that. (i dont play) and i have a thing with pictures of old wooden ships. I'm a single dad, my daughter is the most important thing to me in the world and if there's anything i do well it's being a father. I'm a bit sensative but thats where my romantic side comes from.. I love full moons, incense, and candles. I love to love. I'm the kind of person that can't really thrive or be happy about life unless i have that. Used to party a lot but not so much now. I work a lot and my free time is mostly spent with my daughter. I've got my foot in the door on a good career but until i get the raise im stuck in a pretty ugly ride. I keep my pad pretty clean. Things i like doing most are beer / cards and concerts / pool. I like going out to eat at places ive never been and to movies when they just come out. Lately ive been havin some serious social anxiety, i get nervous real easy and then i can't think straight and start actin shy, really keeps me from goin out to meet somebody or screws it up when i do... anyway there arent really any girls in my area that are my type so i thought i'd try this.

your warm skin, is my rope from the abyss
saving me, with a single kiss

you lift me up, from the dark
until again, we must part

I feel myself, starting to fall
and from my lips, your name i call

but there is no anser, you are gone
like the pitch black night, misses the dawn

eyes closed, farther and farther i descend
with your hands in mine, i pretend

but in my heart i know, my open eyes would show
nothing but icy grips, and a teardrop streaming down my lips

so i must keep my eyes closed, in this dark bliss
until once again, i feel your kiss.

do you leave me to die? or will you hear my cries, and open my eyes.

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no more hopeful wishes, no more beautiful stars
no more melting kisses, no more razorblade scars
no more talks, no more walks
no more looking at the night sky, never again that gleam in your eye
i never meant to make you cry

You were my moon, you were my sky
you were the only reason i didn't want to die

so many candles, in the night
but all along, you were the light

They say we would die, without the sun above
but all i needed to live, was your precious love

don't you see
if there's no more you
there's no more me
Signo Cancer

Apariencia y Situación ¿Cual es tu situación actual? Describe tu apariencia.

Mi tipo de cuerpo es Delgado
Mi altura es 5' 11 (1.8 m)
Mis ojos son Azules
Mi raza es Caucásico
Mi situación marital es Soltero
Tengo hijos Si - En Casa
Quiero tener hijos Si
Mi Mejor característica es Sonrisa
Piercings, tatuajes… Otros
Mi pelo es Marrón Oscuro
Tengo uno o más de estos Sin Mascotas
Me iría a vivir a otro lugar No

Estatus ¿Qué es lo que haces?

Mi nivel de estudios / educación es Diploma Instituto
Mi situación laboral actual es Tiempo Completo
Mi especialidad es Manufactura / Distribución
Mi trabajo es como Electro Plater
Mi salario anual es de $30,000USD a $44,999USD
Vivo en Con Hijo/s
En casa Todo tranquilo
Soy Fumador Si - Socialmente
Soy Bebedor Si - Socialmente

Personalidad ¿Como actúas? ¿Cuales son tus gustos?

En el instituto, era Del Tipo Simpático
Socialmente, me describiría como Tímido/a, Ruidoso, Amistoso, Extrovertido/a, Oscuro
Mis aficiones e intereses son Deportes, Leer, Aprender, Música, Televisión, Películas, Internet, Cenar, Cocinar, Ir de camping, Jugar a las cartas
Mi idea de un rato estupendo es Salir con amigos, Ir de fiesta, Películas, Beber, Ir a un Concierto, Ir a un Museo
Mi primera cita ideal sería a whitesnake concert lol.. hmm, dinner, pool haul or a comedy club, and a cruse to the beach on a full moon night
Siempre he querido probar sky diving
Mis amigos me describen como Amistoso, Genial, Oscuro, Coqueteo

Puntos de Vista Puntos De Vista Sobre la Vida

Mi religión es Ateo
Voy a la iglesia Nunca
Mi meta en la vida raise my daughter well, retire from a good career, and find a love that will walk with me through the darkest paths withough thinking twice and for whom i'd do the same.
Mi sentido del humor es Inteligente, Seco / Sarcástico

Gustos ¿Qué te gusta?

En la TV, siempre veo Noticias, Documentales, Educativos, Películas, Deportes
Si voy al cine, siempre me gusta ver una Acción, Comedia , Romance, Horror, Suspense
Cuando escucho música, lo que más me gusta es Rock, Metal, Blues, Industrial, Reggae, Punk
Cuando leo libros, lo que más me gusta es Antiguedades, Fantasía, Ficción, Casa y Jardín, Poesía
Mi idea de diversión es aside from work and my daughter.. music! i love being out at night.. anywhere really, esp with lots of city lights and places to drive around, makes me feel like i'm alive. Also like it away from the lights too.. can see the sky better, very enchanting. I would love to dance if i really could

Estoy buscando a ¿Qué es lo que buscas en tu alma gemela?

¿Qué te resulta atractivo? Inteligencia, Buena Imagen, Empatía, Sensibilidad, Pasividad
¿Qué estás buscando? looking for sensative, intimate, and loyal. gotta like kids
¿Qué tipo de relación estás buscando? Íntimos, Comprometido