Profil badfish1983: Is love a lost cause?

Grunnleggende informasjon Fortell oss litt om deg selv.

Jeg kan snakke Norsk
Jeg vil beskrive meg selv som so here we go. not really goth since i was a teenager.. I love heavy metal mostly but i like reggae, blues, punk and techno, pretty much anything but country. Sublimes my fav band along with static X, White zombie, BLS, CCR marley and Type O Neg. I love anything that's black but don't dress all black. I love skulls, knives, guitars, things like that. (i dont play) and i have a thing with pictures of old wooden ships. I'm a single dad, my daughter is the most important thing to me in the world and if there's anything i do well it's being a father. I'm a bit sensative but thats where my romantic side comes from.. I love full moons, incense, and candles. I love to love. I'm the kind of person that can't really thrive or be happy about life unless i have that. Used to party a lot but not so much now. I work a lot and my free time is mostly spent with my daughter. I've got my foot in the door on a good career but until i get the raise im stuck in a pretty ugly ride. I keep my pad pretty clean. Things i like doing most are beer / cards and concerts / pool. I like going out to eat at places ive never been and to movies when they just come out. Lately ive been havin some serious social anxiety, i get nervous real easy and then i can't think straight and start actin shy, really keeps me from goin out to meet somebody or screws it up when i do... anyway there arent really any girls in my area that are my type so i thought i'd try this.

your warm skin, is my rope from the abyss
saving me, with a single kiss

you lift me up, from the dark
until again, we must part

I feel myself, starting to fall
and from my lips, your name i call

but there is no anser, you are gone
like the pitch black night, misses the dawn

eyes closed, farther and farther i descend
with your hands in mine, i pretend

but in my heart i know, my open eyes would show
nothing but icy grips, and a teardrop streaming down my lips

so i must keep my eyes closed, in this dark bliss
until once again, i feel your kiss.

do you leave me to die? or will you hear my cries, and open my eyes.

---

no more hopeful wishes, no more beautiful stars
no more melting kisses, no more razorblade scars
no more talks, no more walks
no more looking at the night sky, never again that gleam in your eye
i never meant to make you cry

You were my moon, you were my sky
you were the only reason i didn't want to die

so many candles, in the night
but all along, you were the light

They say we would die, without the sun above
but all i needed to live, was your precious love

don't you see
if there's no more you
there's no more me
Registrer Kreft

Utseende & Situasjon Hva er din nåværende situasjon? Beskriv ditt utseende.

My Kroppstype er Tynn
Min høyde er 5 '11 (1,8 m)
Øynene mine er Blå
Min etnisitet er kaukasisk
Min Sivilsituasjon er Enslig
Jeg har barn Ja - bor hjemme
Jeg vil ha barn Ja
Min beste egenskap er Smil
Kropps kunst Annet
Mitt hår er Mørk brun
Jeg har en eller flere av disse Ingen dyr
Villing til å flytte Nei

Status Hva gjør du?

Min Utdanningsnivå Er High School Diplom
Min nåværende arbeidssituasjon er Fulltid
Min spesialitet er Produksjon / distribusjon
Minn jobb tittel er Electro Plater
Jeg tjener så mye på et år $30,000USD Til $44,999USD
Jeg bor Med barn
Hjemme Alt er rolig
Jeg er en røyker Ja - Sosialt
Jeg drikker Ja - Sosialt

Personlighet Hvordan opptrer du? Hva er din smak?

Når jeg gikk på skolen, var jeg Kul gutt
Min sosiale atferd er Sjenert, Høylydt, Vennlig, Utadvent, Mørk
Mine interesser og hobbier er Sport, Lese, Lære, Musikk, Tv, Filmer, Internett, Restaurant, Lage mat, Kamping, Kortspill
Min idé av å ha det gøy er Være med venner, Feste, Kino, Drikking, Gå på konsert, Gå på museum
En ideel første date vil være a whitesnake concert lol.. hmm, dinner, pool haul or a comedy club, and a cruse to the beach on a full moon night
Jeg har alltid hatt lyst til å prøve sky diving
Mine venner beskriver meg som Vennlig, Kul, obskur, En flørt

Visninger Syn på livet.

Min religion er Ateist
Jeg går på gudstjeneste Aldri
Mitt mål i livet er raise my daughter well, retire from a good career, and find a love that will walk with me through the darkest paths withough thinking twice and for whom i'd do the same.
Min humoristiske sans er Smart, Tørr / Sarkastisk

Smak Hva liker du?

På TV ser jeg alltid på Nyheter, Dokumentarer, Instruksjonsvideo, Filmer, Sport
Når jeg går på kino, går jeg alltid for å se en Action, Komedie, Romantikk, Skrekk, Thriller
Når jeg hører på musikk, så hører jeg alltid på Rock, Metall, Blues, Industri, Reggae, Punk
Når jeg leser, så leser jeg alltid Eldgammel, Fantasi, Fiction, Hus og hage, Poesi
Min idé av å ha det gøy er aside from work and my daughter.. music! i love being out at night.. anywhere really, esp with lots of city lights and places to drive around, makes me feel like i'm alive. Also like it away from the lights too.. can see the sky better, very enchanting. I would love to dance if i really could

Leter etter Hva ser du etter i din sjelevenn?

Hva finner du attraktivt? Intelligens, Flott utseende, Empati, Følsomhet, Passivitet
Hva ser du etter? looking for sensative, intimate, and loyal. gotta like kids
Hva slag forhold søker du? Intim, Forpliktet