Profil badfish1983: Is love a lost cause?

Informations de base Parlez-nous un peu de vous.

Je sais parler Anglais
Je me décrirais comme so here we go. not really goth since i was a teenager.. I love heavy metal mostly but i like reggae, blues, punk and techno, pretty much anything but country. Sublimes my fav band along with static X, White zombie, BLS, CCR marley and Type O Neg. I love anything that's black but don't dress all black. I love skulls, knives, guitars, things like that. (i dont play) and i have a thing with pictures of old wooden ships. I'm a single dad, my daughter is the most important thing to me in the world and if there's anything i do well it's being a father. I'm a bit sensative but thats where my romantic side comes from.. I love full moons, incense, and candles. I love to love. I'm the kind of person that can't really thrive or be happy about life unless i have that. Used to party a lot but not so much now. I work a lot and my free time is mostly spent with my daughter. I've got my foot in the door on a good career but until i get the raise im stuck in a pretty ugly ride. I keep my pad pretty clean. Things i like doing most are beer / cards and concerts / pool. I like going out to eat at places ive never been and to movies when they just come out. Lately ive been havin some serious social anxiety, i get nervous real easy and then i can't think straight and start actin shy, really keeps me from goin out to meet somebody or screws it up when i do... anyway there arent really any girls in my area that are my type so i thought i'd try this.

your warm skin, is my rope from the abyss
saving me, with a single kiss

you lift me up, from the dark
until again, we must part

I feel myself, starting to fall
and from my lips, your name i call

but there is no anser, you are gone
like the pitch black night, misses the dawn

eyes closed, farther and farther i descend
with your hands in mine, i pretend

but in my heart i know, my open eyes would show
nothing but icy grips, and a teardrop streaming down my lips

so i must keep my eyes closed, in this dark bliss
until once again, i feel your kiss.

do you leave me to die? or will you hear my cries, and open my eyes.

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no more hopeful wishes, no more beautiful stars
no more melting kisses, no more razorblade scars
no more talks, no more walks
no more looking at the night sky, never again that gleam in your eye
i never meant to make you cry

You were my moon, you were my sky
you were the only reason i didn't want to die

so many candles, in the night
but all along, you were the light

They say we would die, without the sun above
but all i needed to live, was your precious love

don't you see
if there's no more you
there's no more me
Signe Cancer

Apparence & situation Comment êtes-vous? Décrivez votre apparence.

Ma silhouette est Mince
Ma taille est 5' 11 (1.8 m)
Mes yeux sont Bleus
Mon origine ethnique est Caucasienne
Ma situation maritale est Célibataire
J'ai des enfants Oui - chez moi
Je veux des enfants Oui
Ce que j'ai de mieux Sourire
Art Corporel Autre
Mes cheveux sont Bruns foncés
J'en ai 1 ou plus Pas d'animaux
Prêt(e) à vivre ailleurs Non

Statut Que faites-vous dans la vie?

Mon niveau d'éducation est Diplôme d'études secondaires
Ma situation professionnelle actuelle est Plein-temps
Mon domaine de compétence est Fabrication / Distribution
Mon titre de fonction est Electro Plater
J'ai gagné cette année De 30,000 € à 44,999 €
Je vis Avec mes enfants
Chez moi C'est plutôt calme
Je fume Oui - socialement
Je bois de l'alcool Oui - socialement

Personnalité Comment vous comportez-vous? Quels sont vos goûts?

Au lycée, j'étais un/e Cool
Socialement, je suis plutôt Timide, Bruyant, Sympa, Ouvert, Sombre
Mes passions et loisirs sont Sports, Lecture, Apprendre, Musique, Télévision, Films, Internet, Dîner , Cuisine, Camper, Jeux de cartes
Un bon moment pour moi c'est Sortir avec des amis, Faire la fête, Regarder un bon film, Boire un coup, Aller à un concert, Aller au musée
Un premier rendez-vous idéal, ce serait a whitesnake concert lol.. hmm, dinner, pool haul or a comedy club, and a cruse to the beach on a full moon night
J'ai toujours voulu essayer sky diving
Mes amis me décrivent comme Sympa, Cool, Obscur/e, Un amour

Points de vue sur la vie Vos valeurs et points de vues.

Ma religion c'est Athée
Je vais à la messe Jamais
Mon but dans la vie c'est raise my daughter well, retire from a good career, and find a love that will walk with me through the darkest paths withough thinking twice and for whom i'd do the same.
Mon sens de l'humour est plutôt Intelligent, Sarcastique

Goûts Qu'est-ce que vous aimez?

A la télévision, je regarde Actualités, Documentaires, Programmes instructifs, Films, Sports
Quand je vais au cinéma, je regarde toujours Action, Comédies, Romantiques, Horreur, Thrillers
Quand j'écoute de la musique, ce que je préfère c'est Rock, Metal, Blues, Indus, Reggae, Punk
Quand je lis, ce que je préfère c'est Littérature ancienne, Fantaisie, Fictions, Maison & jardin, Poésie
Mon idée du fun aside from work and my daughter.. music! i love being out at night.. anywhere really, esp with lots of city lights and places to drive around, makes me feel like i'm alive. Also like it away from the lights too.. can see the sky better, very enchanting. I would love to dance if i really could

Recherchant un/e Que recherchez-vous chez l'âme sœur?

Que trouvez-vous attirant? Intelligence, Beauté, Empathie, Sensibilité, Passivité
Que recherchez-vous? looking for sensative, intimate, and loyal. gotta like kids
Quel type de relation recherchez-vous? Relation intime, Engagement