Profile badfish1983: Is love a lost cause?

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Can Speak English
I Would Describe Myself As so here we go. not really goth since i was a teenager.. I love heavy metal mostly but i like reggae, blues, punk and techno, pretty much anything but country. Sublimes my fav band along with static X, White zombie, BLS, CCR marley and Type O Neg. I love anything that's black but don't dress all black. I love skulls, knives, guitars, things like that. (i dont play) and i have a thing with pictures of old wooden ships. I'm a single dad, my daughter is the most important thing to me in the world and if there's anything i do well it's being a father. I'm a bit sensative but thats where my romantic side comes from.. I love full moons, incense, and candles. I love to love. I'm the kind of person that can't really thrive or be happy about life unless i have that. Used to party a lot but not so much now. I work a lot and my free time is mostly spent with my daughter. I've got my foot in the door on a good career but until i get the raise im stuck in a pretty ugly ride. I keep my pad pretty clean. Things i like doing most are beer / cards and concerts / pool. I like going out to eat at places ive never been and to movies when they just come out. Lately ive been havin some serious social anxiety, i get nervous real easy and then i can't think straight and start actin shy, really keeps me from goin out to meet somebody or screws it up when i do... anyway there arent really any girls in my area that are my type so i thought i'd try this.

your warm skin, is my rope from the abyss
saving me, with a single kiss

you lift me up, from the dark
until again, we must part

I feel myself, starting to fall
and from my lips, your name i call

but there is no anser, you are gone
like the pitch black night, misses the dawn

eyes closed, farther and farther i descend
with your hands in mine, i pretend

but in my heart i know, my open eyes would show
nothing but icy grips, and a teardrop streaming down my lips

so i must keep my eyes closed, in this dark bliss
until once again, i feel your kiss.

do you leave me to die? or will you hear my cries, and open my eyes.

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no more hopeful wishes, no more beautiful stars
no more melting kisses, no more razorblade scars
no more talks, no more walks
no more looking at the night sky, never again that gleam in your eye
i never meant to make you cry

You were my moon, you were my sky
you were the only reason i didn't want to die

so many candles, in the night
but all along, you were the light

They say we would die, without the sun above
but all i needed to live, was your precious love

don't you see
if there's no more you
there's no more me
Sign Cancer

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

My Body Type Is Slim
My Height Is 5' 11 (1.8 m)
My Eyes Are Blue
My Ethnicity Is Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is Single
I Have Kids Yes - At Home
I Want Kids Yes
My Best Feature Is Smile
Body Art Other
My Hair Is Dark Brown
I Have One Or More Of These No pets
Willing To Relocate No

Status What do you do?

My Education Level Is High School Diploma
My Current Employment Status Is Full-time
My Speciality Is Manufacturing / Distribution
My Job Title Is Electro Plater
I Make This Much In A Year $30,000USD To $44,999USD
I Live With Kid(s)
At Home All Is Calm
I'm A Smoker Yes - Socially
I Drink Yes - Socially

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Cool Dude
My Social Behavior Is Shy, Loud, Friendly, Outgoing, Dark
My Interest And Hobbies Are Sports, Reading, Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Dining, Cooking, Camping, Playing Cards
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, The Movies, Drinking, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum
An Ideal First Date Would Be a whitesnake concert lol.. hmm, dinner, pool haul or a comedy club, and a cruse to the beach on a full moon night
I've Always Wanted To Try sky diving
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Cool, Obscure, A Flirt

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Atheist
I Attend Services Never
My Political Views Are Anarchist
My Goal In Life Is raise my daughter well, retire from a good career, and find a love that will walk with me through the darkest paths withough thinking twice and for whom i'd do the same.
My Kind Of Humor Is Clever, Dry / Sarcastic

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch News, Documentaries, Instructional, Movies, Sports
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Action, Comedy, Romance, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Rock, Metal, Blues, Industrial, Reggae, Punk
When I Read, I Always Read Ancient, Fantasy, Fiction, Home & Garden, Poetry
My Idea Of Fun Is aside from work and my daughter.. music! i love being out at night.. anywhere really, esp with lots of city lights and places to drive around, makes me feel like i'm alive. Also like it away from the lights too.. can see the sky better, very enchanting. I would love to dance if i really could

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Good Looks, Empathy, Sensitivity, Passiveness
What Do You Look For? looking for sensative, intimate, and loyal. gotta like kids
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Intimate, Committed